on growing older

It's that time of the year again. I'll be another year older in a couple of days.
........(analyzing my feeling on this)...........

crap! I am not ready to be 30! They say life begins at 30. Why do I feel like it's ending? Hmmm...maybe that will all change once I do hit 30. I'll let you know in a couple of weeks. I may just need to get used to the idea that I have been alive for 3 decades now.